Dizziness

I need this madness in my veins,
I know you hate it,
you're so polished with your anger,
I need this fire in my sheets,
I know you hate it,
you're so polished with your love,

I am dizzy and the world around me is turning around.
Someone has offered me drugs,
I think I don't need them,
I see animals and fears on the chain,
I see the future of hearts and cry,
pain of human nature, dust and soil,
when they are burying their loved ones.

It's powerful,
my head and body
when exposed and mixed consumed,
you may become blue,
so blue that your skin won't recognize itself.

Love for someone else

My lover,
where are you ?
Why do you whisper only,
behind my curtains?

I pretend love, but I am the moon,
you failed to love me my dear,
at least the way I thought love could be,
no magic happened yet, no drama is present,

Is this what love is ? So loveless ?

I have white hair now, my youth is gone,
live brought us troubles and tired bones,
no more I dream about you
being in me
while we are lying on the grass in our forest,

Is that what love is ? So calm ?

I am peaceful lately, giving up on my fears,
you brought the best in me, hard to get used to it,
what did you whisper,
when you whispered to the wind,
and trees and charmed all the bees my love?

Is that what love is ? So peaceful ?

So be it, if they say so. They talk like they saw
something I never draw,
possibly imagined in my heart,
so I will trust them, that they know unknown,
although my love,
although your love,
my love,
was for someone else.

The Element

I thought this world will remember me,
and then I met the others,
insects under the blanket of our bed,
I slept on thorns suddenly,
unless I met the one they call " White ".
She covered me with leaves,
and talked to me only the way we understood.
I was reborn in the forest,
solitary rose in the water,
the sky was dark forever,
filled with magic and falling stones.
"Don't be afraid", she told me with kindness.
"You are no more than the element of nature".
So I became a water, buried the fire in me,
let the " others " grow, wild flowers,
I loved without love shared,
feeling unknown to me.
Why do we meet expecting someone else to save us,
when we are whole, reaching out.
Water you've never been water,
bring your fire out,
shine and give warmth
to the world.